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it has been a while since i've spent more than two years [let alone two whole years] physically in the same place, and it may be a while yet.
i'm here or there just long enough for the dust to settle, seeds to be sown, and roots to be grown - a little bit.
much of the time, it's a lot of fun. the newness. the excitement. the journey. the changes of scenery. meeting and befriending new people. it sharpens one's adaptability.
at other times, it's rough. never feeling like you can fully stretch out your legs and just relax. the fear of becoming too invested in a place that you know you'll be leaving soon. friendships cut short. feeling like you've left something cooking on the stove unattended as you drive away.
i will embrace this stability deficiency while it lasts. and it may last a long, long, time. but, i know there's a permanent home prepared for me, and it's not on this lil' blue planet.
"He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away.”
-Rev. 21:14
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